Ramblings of the Soul
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Flashing lights, life escaping out of my grasp. Everything happening too quick and yet the events happening in slow motion. Laughter, conversation, music blasting in the background. On the highway, windows down, enjoying life. Then suddenly I see it all too quickly. The car in front of us abruptly halts.I look around and see the people I think I am going to die with. I scream at jesus to help us in my head and feel my arms moving to hold me back. I look around again and see all of our faces. Speaking volumes, saying omg, scared, in disbelief, confused, helpless. We crash. BOOM! We fly out of our seats. My body is in shock, I just lay there, hands shaking. Frozen. Pain striking my head, wrists hurting. I look around again and see that everyone is okay. Look to the front and back of the windows. I can’t believe we almost flew out of the front window. So close… So close, I nearly lost my life… AGAIN. That’s how I spent yesterday. Because the people you think are there for you never really are. The people you think care, never truly do. What was I thinking when I saw everything happening? I honestly thought I had so much to live for. I never got to say I love you to my parents, or people that I care for. I thought that I didn’t want to die in a car crash, that I hadn’t loved enough. It was a 5 car domino effect. Thank god we all got out of it unscathed. You never know when it’s that time to go. When the universe has to create the balance and you were selected to give up your life for the birth of someone else’s. You just don’t know.
Would you believe it if I said I’m in love, baby, I want you to want me…
I want to read poetry, preferably my own while i lay naked in bed with candles surrounding me as I lean my back on my lover who is also naked. Hearing me as I make the words come alive.